The Descent: Why I Walk the Path of Love

May the Feminine force guide you as you read these words.

My soul and heart are dancing with joy. What I have been looking for—what I have been asking the Goddesses for—is unfolding right in front of me.

I found myself through Inanna. Through her story, through the codes of the Rose, through the star of Venus.
Like her, I too have been stripped of everything. Like her, I too have walked the underworld.

And like her, I too am rising.

I now understand that all of it was needed.

The Descent

Five years ago, Tantra entered my life as a philosophy, as liberation. Suddenly, I could be all the women that lived inside of me—the city girl and the farm girl, the maiden and the wild lover, the sister and the daughter.

But with liberation comes initiation.
I lost everything.
I was broken open.
I descended.

Deeply into the void, into the nothingness, into the groins of the underworld.

My pilgrimage began—through rituals where I met Eros as medicine, through sickness that drained my life force, through the rage of Kali, through blessings from Magdalene and the Black Madonnas. I walked El Camino de Santiago not for Santiago, but for the Great Mother—for the Divine Feminine, following the star Venus.

And as I walked, life stripped me bare:
My home—gone.
My heart—shattered.
My body—broken in a car accident.
My identity—dissolved.

All in less than a year.

Like Inanna, I stood naked before the gates of the underworld.

This is what initiation feels like: you must give everything away. Detach from old beliefs. Release things and relationships. Shake your roots to the underworld. So that in the darkness—in death itself—you can fertilize your own rebirth.

It is uncomfortable, to say the least. Intense. A sacrifice that demands nothing less than yourself.

The Revelation

And yet, in that descent, I found the jewel of all jewels:

✨ Eros is medicine. ✨

Not lust as the world has twisted it. Not fantasy alone.
But the raw, primordial power that connects us to the Divine.

I decided to devote my life to the path of Love—
to the Goddess of Love herself.

As a consort. A Dakini. A Sky Dancer.
I am here to make love to life itself—to shadows, to wounds, to fear, to doubt—transforming them into Love.

I am here to serve Eros as prayer, as healing, as remembrance of the Goddess.

This is not the easy path. Sometimes I wonder—why not just live a simple 3D life.

But my soul’s answer is always clear:
I came to serve Love. To embody H E R

So I no longer question my dharma. I walk in devotion.

The Goddess of Love

Through Isis, Inanna, Aphrodite, Magdalene, and Venus herself, I came to see: they are One. They are the Great Goddess of Love—sometimes fierce, sometimes tender, always guiding us home.

And her whisper is clear:

🌹 Love is not fragile.
🌹 Love is infinite and divine.
🌹 Love is the most powerful force in existence.

There is more than enough for everything, and everyone.

Venus is Calling

Sometimes I ask myself: how did I survive the underworld? How did I begin to rise again?

The answer is community.

In the hardest moments of my life, I had sisters and beloveds who showed up for me—even when I felt I deserved it the least. As I write these words, my heart sends waves of love to them. They were witnesses of my descent, and they are witnesses of my rise.

And now, my heart desires to give this back.

Because I know this path is not just mine—it belongs to every woman who has been stripped of masks, who has felt the underworld burn, who longs to rise again in fullness.

Sisters, let us walk together. Let us hold each other home to Love.

🌹 This is why I am opening Venus is Calling, a private circle for women to share rituals, whispers of the Goddess, and the remembering of Love.

Here you come exactly as you are—whole, broken, empowered, or anything in between. We are all here because we hear the call to serve the path of Love and to connect with the Goddess of Love.

If you feel her whisper… if the desire is alive in you…
You are welcome, exactly as you are.

👉 Join, It is FREE

With devotion,
✨ Jhoselyn
Soul Priestess of Love